19/11/25

The New Moon in Scorpio arrives tonight at 22:46 PT, ushering in one of the most transformative lunar portals of the year. New Moons bring beginnings, yes, but Scorpio brings rebirth. This is the reset that happens after truth-telling, after confronting shadows, after shedding a layer you’ve outgrown. Tonight, the cosmos whispers: start again, but start deeper.

Getting a synastry chart under a Scorpio New Moon reveals what lies beneath the surface, unspoken desires, unhealed patterns, magnetic pulls, karmic ties, and the deeper emotional blueprints shared between two souls. If you’re ready to understand the truth of a connection, not just the spark but the shadow, the potential, and the path forward, there is no better moment than this lunar portal.

This morning, I finally sat down to write something I’ve wanted to write for a very long time. I had imagined it would feel glorious, like opening a window after months of stale air. But instead, within minutes, I found myself dropped straight into the snake pit of my ego’s oldest, sharpest defense mechanisms. All the familiar voices rose instantly: What’s the point of this? Isn’t this pointless? Isn’t this embarrassing? Why bother when you could get AI to type it out? This story isn’t worth telling. It sucks. You’ll quit. You always quit.

I didn’t realize, at first, how deep those thoughts had burrowed in while I was typing away. They were running underneath my fingers, underneath my breath… silent but relentless. It was the oddest cocktail: part inspiration, part near-defeat. That wired electricity that shows up when something meaningful begins to move through you… mixed with the heavy exhaustion of feeling like you might crush yourself before the work even lives. That raw space between “maybe this matters” and “maybe I should give up.” That is Scorpio terrain.

And in that moment, when thinking about it wasn’t helping, avoiding it wasn’t helping, and pushing through wasn’t helping, I remembered the only thing that ever helps when I’ve exhausted every escape: I surrendered. I unclenched. I stopped negotiating with my fears. I stopped arguing with the part of me that believes I’m not enough. I let everything fall, just for a moment, and something in me softened open.

That is what this New Moon is inviting:
Not force.
Not control.
Not perfection.
But an unclenching. A truth-telling. A willingness to begin again, raw and trembling, but honest.

Scorpio teaches us that beginnings often feel like endings. That inspiration often arrives holding hands with fear. That when we birth a new version of ourselves, the old version panics. And that’s okay. Growth, real growth, is supposed to challenge the identity that came before it.

So tonight, if something in you feels on the brink, of truth, of creativity, of love, of a change you’ve been resisting, know that you’re not failing. You’re transforming. You’re shedding. You’re stepping into a deeper alignment than your ego is comfortable with. And that discomfort is sacred.

A New Moon in Scorpio doesn’t ask, What do you want to start?
It asks, What are you willing to release so the real beginning can finally happen?

May tonight be your surrender.
May it be your soft opening into the next version of you.